Saturday, October 07, 2006

THE Conversation

Talking with him (who shall remain nameless!) brings out such a grand array of emotions; too many thoughts and feelings to possibly deal with all at once. This discussion had been avoided for so long that I finally could not take it any longer and would not let the topic go until I had the answers I needed. Both he and I did not want to be in that situation, but I felt it would help in the long run; I truly hope and think it has. The answers I received, though not the ones I wanted or hoped for, they are exactly what I needed. Anything else would have made life much more complicated and confusing. Now I feel I can move on (not simply try and act like I have), leave him alone about this awkward topic, and just go back to having a great friend and someone I can talk to about anything. Even though life will never be the same as it once was, no matter what the outcome of this laborious, hour long talk had been, I really am praying that things will not be ruined and life will be just as grand as it ever has been.


crisco said...

It's always frustrating not knowing how things will work out. ALso, is it just me or does that guy have a huge butt in that picture?!

Caroline said...

Alright, I think we have something to talk about when I'm out there next week.

Mrs. Chanandler Bong said...

Just don't let the frustration become a distraction from living life normally!