Saturday, February 02, 2008

Back in Business!

After a week and a half of being simply "friends," K.C. and I have decided to get back together. But before you go assuming it was only because we missed kissing, holding hands, and cuddling, let me defend my case. As we both strove to do things with each other that only friends would do, we found ourselves increasingly acting less like ourselves. Day after day we were getting frustrated, feeling jealous, and struggling to really even talk like friends would. Essentially, we both felt completely empty and dark. Over and over each day we tried fixing what was wrong by making adjustments towards things that friends would do, but nothing worked. We were simply going through the motions, but did not have any motivation behind them. So Tuesday night we talked, and after many tears and apologies to each other, we decided it would be best for us to date again instead of getting our relationship torn apart. Now we are taking things very slow and making sure that we go at the right pace. Everything is as though we just first started dating and it is awesome and wonderful!
Despite being extremely tired that night, it was the happiest I had been in a long time. I was just glad to have my best friend back.

4 comments:

Jessica said...

I'm glad you guys are back together. It's more exciting for me to read about two lovebirds rather than two friends!

Caroline said...

I don't know how anyone can ever really take a step back once you get into things, I've tried it plenty and it's always hard and never works. The best way to know how things will work out is to be together any way and make sure you're being 100% honest with yourself and smart about it. Which, I'm sure you are. Love ya, X! Tell KC Hi from us Boston Howell's!

Jamster said...

X... im glad youre happy. hope everything works out for the best. and im sure it will. stay warm.

Lane & Carolyn Howell said...

Hi sweetie! How are you and your best friend these days? We enjoy taking a peek at your blog from time to time. Thanks for the phone call. We look forward to a potential visit in May. Right? xoxo